After Forever

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          I always kind of afraid and anxious when people are talking about the future. Like, if I ever got a chance to time travel, I'd rather go to the past and just enjoying the nostalgic feeling than figuring out what's going to happen in my life. I don't even have the courage to think about it and mention it in here, I know, I'm such a coward. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. So, when my dad actually told me about this job, I kind of feel excited and honestly, quite relieved (because at least, I know where I want to go from now on)

It's just setting goal, there are still a lot of struggle I need to face before I even get there (IF I could get there, I wish, I hope, aamiiin). But again, at least I know my destination, I'm not just walking with my eyes closed, just let the wind take me where ever it want me to go, you know? Because that's SO not me. I set goal. I know what I want, and I work my ass off for it. That's how it works, I don't just magically get somewhere. 

I do realize that it's such a HUGE deal. Like, it's fuckiiiingggg HUGE, but hey, it's okay to dream big, right? (but honestly tho, it's so unrealistic, it feels like a crime)

GUESS WISH ME LUCK THEN!