A little something I need to remind myself

JUST RIGHT TO THE POINT

I FUCKING LOVE WHAT I DO

I like coming out with an idea, I like creating, I like reading and actually get more knowledge from it. I'm in a place where I can do all those things that I love, I got those chances, but sometimes I'm too much of a lazy potato to realize it.

YOU'VE BEEN DREAMING ABOUT IT YOUR WHOLE LIFE

Let's be real here, I'm not much of a great artist, but I like it. I might have been stop drawing for say, 3 years? BUT, I'm willing to get back to the basic and learn something again and from what I know, I like it. So why? Why are you being such a coward and just follow the train? Why are you so afraid for being not good enough? Why do you let people brainwashed you into hating something that you really want to do in the first place?

The thought of you working hard but the result is not as good as someone who claim as "slacking off", the thought that someone have a "gift" and no matter how hard you try, you'll never be as good as they are, that's fucking bullshit. 

YOU KNOW WHAT? SCREW THEM AND THEIR FUCKING TALENT

If you're not having as great result as they are by slacking off, what makes you think you'll get any better by doing the same? I know it makes you think that it's not worth it, that you are wasting your time, that it might not be something that's good for you, and so are you just going to give up?

The thing is, you know, deep down, you love it. You can't wait to sit down in your tiny desk and work on your wild ideas. Sometimes it's not working, but hey, you tried and you know you learn something every single day. Every single semester, you know how stupid you are for the last 3 months, and actually try to not doing the same stupid things twice. 

JUST GET BACK. WORK HARD. PRAY HARDER. YOU JUST SET YOUR GOALS. YOU CAN DO IT.