Have you ever felt that? because YES I HAVE.
Jadi kira-kira beberapa hari lalu gua baru beresin Blood of Olympus, oke itu emang telat banget but I couldn't help it I'm so busyyyyy--never mind. Nah terus........ di akhir, gua ngerasa bingung sama apa yang gua rasain. It's like a combination of excitement, happiness, sadness, it just... I can't describe it with words!! I feel happy because it has a happy ending--with a little cliffhanger actually ya know Leo, I feel excitement because oh my otp(s) finally reach happy ending!! But then I feel sad like REALLY sad because it was like, that is, that is the last one EVER. No more the 7. No more funny Leo-Percy being unbelievable attractive, no more hottie like Jason, no more cutie like Frank, no more, just seruously folks, NO MORE. And it make me sad because like I said, explosion of feels that feels like something just explode (obviously) inside your body that damage every single atom that build me.... (okay maybe it is just too much sorry)
Here is my confession: ya, I'm so overacting over everything. When I feel excitement I overacting, when I feel sad I overacting, when I feel anxious I overacting, when I feel happy I overacting and this is just who I am so deal with it (sound harsh but true, just get a bit sensitive, again, sorry)
And here is thing between me being so overacting and my obsession of stories. Like every kind of stories. Stories I get from friends when we were hanging out, stories I saw on internet, stories in books like novel/manga, stories in movie/drama/anime, even stories about Prophet that used to be told by my (what is 'guru ngaji' in english?")
I liked it, like it IS my passion ever since I was a little kid. I used to, you know, do some storytelling to my parents and my cousins. I like anime and manga since I was kid and a bit (okay a lot, okay major) interested in drawing. I like novels and movies, and lately I found out that I like drama too (with less cheesy and cliche drama) for example: Pinocchio (It is so far so good, and it is a total recommended). And since it is like my passion or something I often overact it. Like it's over it makes me sad (well, especially novels with series) like when I finished reading The Maze Runner Trilogy I definitely will miss Minho (He's my favorite character in the series). Like when I finished it, they're just gone and leave a permanent hole in my heart which only can be healed if I found another attractive characters in other series :')
Okay it is totally useless and random post so..........................................................sorry
Jadi kira-kira beberapa hari lalu gua baru beresin Blood of Olympus, oke itu emang telat banget but I couldn't help it I'm so busyyyyy--never mind. Nah terus........ di akhir, gua ngerasa bingung sama apa yang gua rasain. It's like a combination of excitement, happiness, sadness, it just... I can't describe it with words!! I feel happy because it has a happy ending--with a little cliffhanger actually ya know Leo, I feel excitement because oh my otp(s) finally reach happy ending!! But then I feel sad like REALLY sad because it was like, that is, that is the last one EVER. No more the 7. No more funny Leo-Percy being unbelievable attractive, no more hottie like Jason, no more cutie like Frank, no more, just seruously folks, NO MORE. And it make me sad because like I said, explosion of feels that feels like something just explode (obviously) inside your body that damage every single atom that build me.... (okay maybe it is just too much sorry)
Here is my confession: ya, I'm so overacting over everything. When I feel excitement I overacting, when I feel sad I overacting, when I feel anxious I overacting, when I feel happy I overacting and this is just who I am so deal with it (sound harsh but true, just get a bit sensitive, again, sorry)
And here is thing between me being so overacting and my obsession of stories. Like every kind of stories. Stories I get from friends when we were hanging out, stories I saw on internet, stories in books like novel/manga, stories in movie/drama/anime, even stories about Prophet that used to be told by my (what is 'guru ngaji' in english?")
I liked it, like it IS my passion ever since I was a little kid. I used to, you know, do some storytelling to my parents and my cousins. I like anime and manga since I was kid and a bit (okay a lot, okay major) interested in drawing. I like novels and movies, and lately I found out that I like drama too (with less cheesy and cliche drama) for example: Pinocchio (It is so far so good, and it is a total recommended). And since it is like my passion or something I often overact it. Like it's over it makes me sad (well, especially novels with series) like when I finished reading The Maze Runner Trilogy I definitely will miss Minho (He's my favorite character in the series). Like when I finished it, they're just gone and leave a permanent hole in my heart which only can be healed if I found another attractive characters in other series :')
Okay it is totally useless and random post so..........................................................sorry
